13.06.2024

and so it rained for 40 days and 40 nights
it rained until the whole world flooded and i had no ground left to stand on
heaven could feel my pain and it showered me in it's understanding
god never told me to build an ark because there was no point
the weight of my solitude would have sunk the ship before it ever set sail

10.02.2024

as you phased me out of your life, i phased myself out of mine until there was nothing left of the girl i used to be.

23.01.2024

like i was a deer in headlights, you ran me over and left my entrails smeared in the aftermath of your touch
at first i couldn't even tell that i'd died, because it didn't hurt

it didn't hurt when you kept me secret,
because it meant i was yours to keep

it didn't even hurt when you pushed me away,
because i thought i knew you wouldn't really let me go

then i watched you hit another deer